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I Have No Idea by ThaIssing

A thing of beauty as well as fear. My friend, your piece brings chills in ways I find most admirable. Who is the specter which holds th...


Good times come in small ways
Even when we bitch while counting the days,
Life is full of mysteries we have yet to unearth,
It takes a long time even after our birth.

It takes more then one hand to build a culture,
Without which we scavenge like vultures.
Each life is different yet yearns for the same,
To love, to work, to get out and play.

Conflict is inevitable with such novelty,
Some try to force it away with consistency.
All we can do is plant the seeds.
Those who find balance will be a rare breed.
Simple truths
A little collaboration I did with a wonderfuL lady friend of mine, she did one line, and I did the next, needless to say it turned out perfectly in our minds. 
Yeah, this is how most relationships begin and end don't they? XD…
Yeah, this is how most relationships begin and end don't they? XD…
Disrespecting the ancestors,
Not feeling their pain,
Geneology in conflict,
European and native sways.

A party of settlers,
A coven of plainsman,
One lived with the world,
The other greedily took,
Generosity mixed with selfishness.

Want to help the world,
Want to help the self,
Want to balance it all,
Paradoxal impossibility.

Don't feel thier plight,
Enjoy a peaceful existence,
The guilt makes it meaningless,
Feelings of worthlessness.

Overreactions in the making,
Grateful all the same,
Despite knowing the worst,
Will still enjoy everything,
Or at least pretend to.
Believe it or not, I am native American on my fathers side, polish on my mothers. Specifically 1/4 Blackfeet 1/4 Cree, 1/2 Polish (Considering my mom is full polish, never really did a full geneology report, so there is probably more for me to know). So out of a sense of guilt and frustration of knowing I have a better life then my native ancestors, I did this little poem to get those feelings out of my system.
Rereading the past,
Editing out negativity,
Still filled with doubt,
Still love my enginuity.

Traveling through the stratosphere,
While laying in the back yard,
Nature is a good relaxer,
Never too bored.

Astral ideals to live by,
Gods and goddesses do exist,
Within each of you,
The mind shall persist.

Loving life's mysteries,
Even those most frustrating,
Offer a challenge most fun,
It's why we keep existing.

Knowledge comes sparingly,
Either you grow fast or slow,
Handicaps don't determine,
What you need to know.
Astral Ideals
Wisconsin is still going well, although I have yet to find a job or get my license before college, I am having a good time overall. Hope you all have your good times too. :)


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Got Tagged by my good friend Got tagged by :Oceanisuna: 


:grin: - You must posts these rules.
:nuu: - Each person has to share 10 things about them
Talky - Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer.
:randomdeviant: - Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal 
:gtfo: - Go to their page to inform them they are tagged
:evileye3: - Not something like " you are tagged if you read that"
:ohnoes - You have to legitimately tag 10 people
:talktothehand: revamp - No tag-backs
Choclate Hyper by Gomotes - You can't say that you don't do tags.
:rant: - YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry

About Me

1. Have High-functioning Autism (AS to be exact)
2. Will be 21 in July
3. Still looking for love, despite hiding in my home :sleep:
4. Making friends with everyone I come across.
5. Spends alone time online, playing games, watching vids, looking up interesting stories.
6. Hope to become a freelance writer who will travel the world.
7. Believes that all faiths are one in the same in the end so why fight?
8. League of Legends summoner's name is JasonNero
9. Loves all forms of anime and comics (the naughty one's especially :meow: )
10. Hope I am on the right track in life

Her Questions

What is your favorite Pokemon, if you like or know what Pokemon is? 
Diglett - Especially this one - 
What is your favorite game?
The Megami Tensei series comes to mind, that and mega man.
Do you like things sweet or sour? 
Both are good if eaten moderately enough
What do you like about life? 
The beauty of nature and technology, and the people who live here :meow:
What is your favorite memory? 
Too many good one's to chose from
Do you have any dislikes about anything?
Just toxic and ungrateful people like the one's you see in League sometimes. Such tools. 
If you could live in outter space or anywhere you would like, where would it be? 
Any universe where I can meet lovely ladies more easily who love me for me. :rose:
What fantasy/mythical creature would you want to be?
Had a vision with the Thunderbird. In some myths that makes me the sacred clown who specializes in nonsense and satire.... Yep fit's me just right XD
Imagine what you want me to be?
Just someone who can make people happy and to have fun times with no matter what. :) 
Do you like the outdoors or indoors and why?
While I prefer the inside for the internet and games I get to play, but lately I have been going out more, doing open mikes, meditations with friends, just traveling all around as good for me.

To the readers
If you wish to join in on this, feel free to join in, I don't have any questions of my own, so feel free to either use my friend's questions, or make your own. Don't forget the 10 facts about you though. Hope this was fun. :meow:
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Manic-depressive Douche
United States
I guess to start things off, I have asperger's syndrome, a form of autism that hinder's my interactions with society in general. Other then that my dream is to hopefully become a freelance writer and poet, and while I have yet to go to college or university to better refine my talents, I hope to eventually become good enough that my work reaches out for all sorts of people out there. While I doubt I have any talent, and my work is still only done by impulses rather then me actually working on them, I hope that while I am still here on DeviantArt, I will not only meet great people, but hopefully befriend and let their experiences help better improve my own. Feel free to note and comment me anytime you want.

Favourite genre of music: Anything that doesn't suck
Favourite photographer: any
Favourite style of art: Modernism, anime, Classical, anchient, abstract, independent
MP3 player of choice: I pod touch
Shell of choice: Interdimensional Demi-god
Favourite cartoon character: So many to choose from
Personal Quote: No matter how bad the past the future is better

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5150animator Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014  Student General Artist
Accidentally deleted our ongoing conversation...can you repeat what you said? Sorry ^^"
HermitAssasin Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014
If you ever want to talk more, my email is
5150animator Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Student General Artist
I'm fine with messaging, but thanks. (:
HermitAssasin Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014
So what else is on your mind?
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5150animator Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch ^^ 
HermitAssasin Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014
No problem. :3
5150animator Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave ^^ 
HermitAssasin Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014
It's what I do.
Oceanisuna Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the fave! ^^
HermitAssasin Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014
Of course, hope that vid was cool too.
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