With barely anything keeping my interest today, I've decided take this time to spew out some random thoughts that have been keeping me from thinking clearly about things. At least that is what I feel like they are doing. One major thought is the fact that my son (puppy son anyway) Chewy is such a needy and vocal little Yorkie bastard. I mean I love him, but he's too load, acts like a dick to every other animal if he comes across them or if they are getting attention from the family. When Lily (my baby chihuahua-wiener mix) wants attention, she just comes up to you and snuggles and licks you. When Chewy wants attention he will keep barking at you until you show him some kind of sign that he can get up, and even then he gets too licky and in your face at the worst of times. I mean I love him, but... Uggghhh. XC
In fact as I type this he's getting all up in my grill. Another thought I've been having in regards to my path to self-improvement has met at another crossroad. While the job training in culinary was well and good, as of the third week I feel I am not living up to the standards that the program praises, but since I do so good on registry, order taking, and customer satisfaction, they figure I should switch to retail. Sure I would be getting more tasks that match my preferences and skills, but I joined culinary to gain skills I have trouble learning, and so far I have befriended almost everyone in that program, and to leave them would be a bittersweet kind of choice to say the least. I don't know what to decide really. Hopefully some of you reading this will have some suggestions. That's all that's been plagueing me for now. I feel much better letting it all out in the open.