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I Have No Idea by ThaIssing

A thing of beauty as well as fear. My friend, your piece brings chills in ways I find most admirable. Who is the specter which holds th...


November brings an early chill,
A prelude of holiday sleet,
The Buffalo are snowed in still,
Dreams and fears were bound to meet.

Family's huddle towards the glow,
Children hope to mold the snow.
Dissatisfied with shoddy flakes
Forced to shovel till the back aches.

Wonder to be taken away,
Snow angels rarely appear,
Soon there will be a day,
Where none lay around the sphere.

Doomed with it,
Doomed without it,
Winter shall soon be grieved,
Either way everyone's peeved.

The magic is still a sight so rare,
Why worry if roads are hazardous,
Practicing acts to not even care,
Is even more dangerous.

Sure the winds will blow,
So just go with the flow,
Hoping for some change.
Snow shouldn't die of old age.
Early Chills
Decided since I was getting myself out there again, might as well keep the work flowing everyday I can feel like it. Was hoping with snow being in my new home in Wisconsin it would be a blessing. A mixed bag, but appreciate it all the same. 
Mature Content Filter is On
(Contains: strong language)
Hard work and dedication,
Constraining emotions block information.
Searching for meaning in the meaningless,
Yearning for light despite necessary darkness.

The everyday just needs to be done,
Not all things are meant to be fun,
Still it is needed to grow,
The highest high needs the lowest low.

Most people know about true suffering,
Others are lucky to even be texting,
When will understanding reach us,
Is it wrong to make such a fuss?

No longer depressed but very conflicted,
Still feel like the soul's been evicted,
The surface concerns matter more,
Feel like an attention whore.

This balance is hard to grasp,
People can't help but gasp,
At the inhumanity of our imperfections,
Still refusing to take evasive actions.

It isn't that hopeless but it's still shitty.
Even the smartest of people are not that witty.
Lacking tact, lacking integrity,
Lacking love, lacking ingenuity.

Acceptance matters but there's so much more,
Ideas within the mind we must explore.
Details are just as blinding,
Open minds are constantly searching.

Everyone is unaware,
Yet those who are willing to dare,
Will be the one's to find a way,
Cannot wait until that day.
Just something that I made to vent out my frustrations. Not that I am doing bad or anything, but the point behind my poems is usually to get my mind off them crap thoughts like this. If it's a good poem then that's even better.
Just got binding of Issac: Rebirth for ps4 via psn plus for free. And well, this guy will basically sum up why it's so amazing (a bit in a crude way, but a good one never the less):…
Been getting tired of this whole gamergate vs social justice warriors fight, both sides do a have a valid point, gg with it's view that games should be reviewed more objectively with less bias, and sjw with it's views that said objectivity shouldn't forgo the amount of prejudice and hateful ideologies that go against certain groups of people. While both sides do have individuals and groups of unsavory nature, the ideas behind both sides hold grains of truth, that I believe should be blended together into a balanced whole, rather then just argueing who's side is more right then the other. I might be wrong in my view too, but I feel that just fighting over all this is pointless if it keeps people from focusing on the medium as a whole. Better to try to reach a compromise and consensus then keep spouting hate and death threats to each other. I can dream of that at least. Feel free to tell me otherwise, I would like to know more about all this since this is all based on mere observations on things related to it, rather then full blown research and study.
Here's a neat riddle I came up with, kind of like a zen koan, thought that would be too much of a high regard.
"Where does the water flow, when the pond is still?" feel free to comment your answer and I'll tell you mine. :meow:


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Got Tagged by my good friend Got tagged by :Oceanisuna: 


:grin: - You must posts these rules.
:nuu: - Each person has to share 10 things about them
Talky - Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer.
:randomdeviant: - Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal 
:gtfo: - Go to their page to inform them they are tagged
:evileye3: - Not something like " you are tagged if you read that"
:ohnoes - You have to legitimately tag 10 people
:talktothehand: revamp - No tag-backs
Choclate Hyper by Gomotes - You can't say that you don't do tags.
:rant: - YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry

About Me

1. Have High-functioning Autism (AS to be exact)
2. Will be 21 in July
3. Still looking for love, despite hiding in my home :sleep:
4. Making friends with everyone I come across.
5. Spends alone time online, playing games, watching vids, looking up interesting stories.
6. Hope to become a freelance writer who will travel the world.
7. Believes that all faiths are one in the same in the end so why fight?
8. League of Legends summoner's name is JasonNero
9. Loves all forms of anime and comics (the naughty one's especially :meow: )
10. Hope I am on the right track in life

Her Questions

What is your favorite Pokemon, if you like or know what Pokemon is? 
Diglett - Especially this one - 
What is your favorite game?
The Megami Tensei series comes to mind, that and mega man.
Do you like things sweet or sour? 
Both are good if eaten moderately enough
What do you like about life? 
The beauty of nature and technology, and the people who live here :meow:
What is your favorite memory? 
Too many good one's to chose from
Do you have any dislikes about anything?
Just toxic and ungrateful people like the one's you see in League sometimes. Such tools. 
If you could live in outter space or anywhere you would like, where would it be? 
Any universe where I can meet lovely ladies more easily who love me for me. :rose:
What fantasy/mythical creature would you want to be?
Had a vision with the Thunderbird. In some myths that makes me the sacred clown who specializes in nonsense and satire.... Yep fit's me just right XD
Imagine what you want me to be?
Just someone who can make people happy and to have fun times with no matter what. :) 
Do you like the outdoors or indoors and why?
While I prefer the inside for the internet and games I get to play, but lately I have been going out more, doing open mikes, meditations with friends, just traveling all around as good for me.

To the readers
If you wish to join in on this, feel free to join in, I don't have any questions of my own, so feel free to either use my friend's questions, or make your own. Don't forget the 10 facts about you though. Hope this was fun. :meow:
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Manic-depressive Douche
United States
I guess to start things off, I have asperger's syndrome, a form of autism that hinder's my interactions with society in general. Other then that my dream is to hopefully become a freelance writer and poet, and while I have yet to go to college or university to better refine my talents, I hope to eventually become good enough that my work reaches out for all sorts of people out there. While I doubt I have any talent, and my work is still only done by impulses rather then me actually working on them, I hope that while I am still here on DeviantArt, I will not only meet great people, but hopefully befriend and let their experiences help better improve my own. Feel free to note and comment me anytime you want.

Favourite genre of music: Anything that doesn't suck
Favourite photographer: any
Favourite style of art: Modernism, anime, Classical, anchient, abstract, independent
MP3 player of choice: I pod touch
Shell of choice: Interdimensional Demi-god
Favourite cartoon character: So many to choose from
Personal Quote: No matter how bad the past the future is better

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5150animator Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014  Student General Artist
Accidentally deleted our ongoing conversation...can you repeat what you said? Sorry ^^"
HermitAssasin Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014
If you ever want to talk more, my email is
5150animator Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014  Student General Artist
I'm fine with messaging, but thanks. (:
HermitAssasin Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2014
So what else is on your mind?
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5150animator Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch ^^ 
HermitAssasin Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014
No problem. :3
5150animator Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave ^^ 
HermitAssasin Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014
It's what I do.
Oceanisuna Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the fave! ^^
HermitAssasin Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014
Of course, hope that vid was cool too.
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